love hurts.

The one who loves more hurts more
It hurts so much because I love you more

(Do you know) I want to give up several times a day
(Do you know) Even if it’s not about us, my life is so exhausting

(Are we really dating?) I don’t know
(Are we really in love?) I don’t know
The question keeps coming into my heart, who the hell are you?

The one who loves more hurts more
It hurts so much because I love you more
I tell myself this isn’t right, that I should end this now
But it’s no use and I hate myself for that

(I hate) the selfish you
(I hate) you, who has changed
(I hate) you, who doesn’t love me anymore (I hate)
(I ignored it)

Even when you were wearing the same clothes as yesterday
Even when my friends told me that they saw you
You say, just give me a chance, should we go somewhere to talk?
After seeing you, I’m the only one who feels awkward
Why don’t you tell me? Do you hate me that much?
Do you really want to see me going crazy?
I can’t turn things back, 24,7 it’s like a living hell

Love isn’t happiness but obsession
Breaking up isn’t the end but the beginning
After realizing this, I lay on my bed of memories
In my blanket of pain

The one who loves more hurts more
It hurts so much because I love you more
I tell myself this isn’t right, that I should end this now
But it’s no use and I hate myself for that

I try promise myself to hold onto you
But the only thing that returns is the image of your back
I hate myself for not being able to let you go
I guess I really love you

I wait for that day when you’ll know how I feel

The one who loves more hurts more
It hurts so much because I love you more
I tell myself this isn’t right, that I should end this now
But it’s no use and I hate myself for that

(I hate) the selfish you
(I hate) you, who has changed
(I hate) you, who doesn’t love me anymore, yes you
I hate, hate, hate, hate you

thankyou Alice for this. 

---------------14/06/14 (Saturday, 23:23)